1982

"And my soul from out that shadow floating on the floor,
Shall be lifted ... Nevermore!"


(3an Tim Burton's Vincent 3an Vicent Price's Raven )

Nosfell

melting-folk violoncello beat-box auto-samples strange-pop jazz post-rock impro contemporary theatre scene electronica language voice sounds humanity purity reptile feline freedom tales labia cristal sacred trip nostrum fellow

Lizün Käniz

(ya7ya S0meone)

Tear down the wall

Old man You paint the wall, you make it look beautiful

Banksy Thanks

Old man We don't want it to be beautiful, we hate this wall. Go home

interesting links:
Stop the wall
Palestine set by anomalous

keep breathing

Fitter, happier, more productive,
comfortable,
not drinking too much,
regular exercise at the gym
(3 days a week),
getting on better with your associate employee contemporaries ,
at ease,
eating well
(no more microwave dinners and saturated fats),
a patient better driver,
a safer car
(baby smiling in back seat),
sleeping well
(no bad dreams),
no paranoia,
careful to all animals
(never washing spiders down the plughole),
keep in contact with old friends
(enjoy a drink now and then),
will frequently check credit at
(moral) bank (hole in the wall),
favors for favors,
fond but not in love,
charity standing orders,
on Sundays ring road supermarket
(no killing moths or putting boiling water on the ants),
car wash
(also on Sundays),
no longer afraid of the dark or midday shadows
nothing so ridiculously teenage and desperate,
nothing so childish - at a better pace,
slower and more calculated,
no chance of escape,
now self-employed,
concerned (but powerless),
an empowered and informed member of society
(pragmatism not idealism),
will not cry in public,
less chance of illness,
tires that grip in the wet
(shot of baby strapped in back seat),
a good memory,
still cries at a good film,
still kisses with saliva,
no longer empty and frantic
like a cat
tied to a stick,
that's driven into
frozen winter shit
(the ability to laugh at weakness),
calm,
fitter,
healthier and more productive
a pig
in a cage
on antibiotics.

Autumn leaves

walking on the moon

Karma coma

I have lost faith in human kind.

(soundtrack: tool - aenema)

yes, i loathe people

yes, i am lost
yes, i am confused
yes, i do have my period
no, i am not on drugs
no, i am not going to commit suicide
yes, i am worn out
yes, i am also full of energy

or maybe (not)

PS: me importa un carajo la navidad.

Weapon of mass destruction

an inconvenient truth

Weapons of mass distraction

I have so many things in my mind these days, and texts like sami's inspire me.
I have been in London last week, and pretty much liked it there, but I felt relieved when I hopped on the Spanish bus and didn't have those 4 black eyes pointed at me.
The number of cameras, EVERYWHERE was overwhelming! The UK is the most "watched" country in the world :4 million electronic eyes of big brother 24 h a day. What for?That doesn't make them the safest country. I don't get the point. An average Londoner will be caught 300 times a day by several cameras, not only surveillance ones, but also "sousveillance". Some of these cameras have mics, some other speakers so that police officers (or the persons watching) can bark at the criminals filmed. They can be purchased anywhere by anyone.
I don't know about the citizens there, how do they feel about that, but from what I've been reading on the web, they don't like it very much, but can't be bothered to do something about it. It reminded me of the movie "V for Vendetta", and could easily imagine the city under a despot and living some kind of George Orwell's 1984.
That stuff freaks me out; but what freaks me out more, are the tons of paper misused in printing bloody stupid useless British tabloids!! These "newspapers" handed to people on the streets 2 times a day everyday are full of gossip (last week was what paris hilton did to britney and what they shopped and whatever bullshit they said to another "star" whose name i can't recall)then some politricks to grow Fear (Russian spy poisoned, and all the mass hysteria that causes the radioactivity detected in picadilly ("2000 people may have been contaminated, go to your local practician and make a check up ASAP", etc) and last but not least sports. that's it! no critical articles, no deep analysis of anything whatsoever, the only thing that would make you think a bit would be sudoku. The fact that these tabloids are free probably prevents public from buying the real newspapers and be aware of the serious stuff and real problems of the world.
TV on the other hand, is, to me, the most powerful weapon of them all. The breaking majority of programs are talk shows, house buying or refurbishing, star academies, etc...and in between a big publicity on the upcoming Flu epidemic, with illustrative huge bugs buzzing on the screen with their angry cartoon faces, onviting you to rush to the closest vaccination centre ("centre of disease control and prevention") to get the shot that will save your life. Of course there are also news, but the big titles and exaggerations that instill fear, and make you want to stay at home, except for shopping, makes you also agree about CCTV and the alleged soothing feeling it should provide.
Suddenly this utopic society we yearn for is beginning to resemble to the worst distopia conceivable.